When you Lose a Parent you Gain The Rainbow !!

They say you lose a parent & gain a God.  I say this is true if by God here you refer to the memories that keep you going and the void that becomes the most special corner of your life. The dreams they saw become promise of today .The happiness they miss become the moments of today.
This one thing in life is like the rain, which comes to you as a storm enveloped in the dark winds, you experience your nightmare coming right close to you, and you panic & run to save your world .And then it rains and the clouds seems to have engulfed the sunshine of your world. But then as the time passes by you began to settle down in your closed warm space, finding the ways to make your life in there. And soon you time will start to flow eventually and you see yourself busy inside may be with the same set of things you have been doing before. But there is one thing that you cannot forget to realize and that is the rain outside. You may look outside with the calm acceptance of the weather or at times in search for the sunshine.
5 years back, I have had my rain and the world outside never stopped to remind me of that rain. So I decided to move out and what I saw was the rainbow, the reflection of my lost sunshine that says I might not be there but the rain shall never take away my colors from your life.

I am walking constantly and so is the rainbow with me , at times in the spur of life I turn my back to its colors , I miss the sight of where it lies , I lose essence of its colors but it never ceases to find me back. I lived those dreams which he wanted me to and I made those mistakes which he surely must not be happy with too … I know I can’t pretend my innocence self to him as before as he sees me in all sin .. I know I can’t show him the love to steal away the sorry, I know I can’t read his eyes now to feel his support. But I know that now he knows me like never before and perhaps even today he is the one who love me the most.